The Black Cat house

  well my experience during the pandemic  and lockdown is  a  disaster, hahaha because my house is a very problematic place and with all of the context the situation get worse, so  i'm left my house, because i felt so bad in that place,but now i'm better but not of all because i had a lot of issues and problems, practically i'm living alone but at the same time y had to study and work,and for the lockdown y can't go out,see my firends or basically have hobbies. Actually i don't do no thing to cope the lockdown because the university have me full and in my free times i'm go to work add to this i had depression and anxiety so is very difficult to me had motivation or feeling happiness or relax,everthing is so fast and i'm feeling so lonely,small and weakness i'm just trying not surrender hahaha  and generally i'm felt bad for the jobless people, poor families and the kids that no have nothing to eat,  is very angry with the useless guberment that no

actually i dont have my best holidays memory ,and is not because i'm pessimist or something, is because always happend something bad or sad, before or after de journey. but my last travel give me some  naturals landscapes so peaceful, i was in Temuco, in the house of my mother uncle, it wasn't funny (was really boring and uncomfortable) but i can know puerto Saavedra that is a beautiful town. i stay in temuco and other towns one week and wish to go again with friends or my couple  because it was a nice city with beautiful  places but in that moment i felt so empy and sad and my company (my mom ) only think about she want and this is the reason because i couldn't did so much only eat and walk in the side that she wanted,  i couldn't even swin or see abandoned houses ( the town had so much abandoned  houses)  so i would to go again but with friends so we can do things like explore, together 

when I was a little kid,i'm dream with travel around de world, and now i want it too haha,but i'm realistic too so my goals in the next years is going to study out of the country, exactly to Russia or   Switzerland, but if i can to go study in Amsterdam (in Netherlands) i could  die happy. This is because i love the melancholic and the history of this country and the design of their cities. Amsterdam was the most poor city in the past,but now is  a bohemian city with a lot of culture,and history in their streets, also you could see how the people have a different point of view about the life. Maybe the things that is more interesting is about the design of their popular apartments, they have hooks in the outside to raise up the furniture when the people buy or when they are move  to another houe, this is because the apartments are very thin. My motivation to go study in these countries is investigate the quality of life , in comparassion with chile and latinamerica , other goal